Winning Contest Entry

Recently I entered a contest and won. I know, I’m just as surprised as you. The contest was to write a scary story in exactly 100 words. I received some good exposure for my winning entry and also a nice piece of artwork to accompany my story. Here is both for your viewing and reading pleasure. ghoststory1

Asleep, lying on my side, dreaming of my husband; I feel his weight press down on the bed. I’m in that moment between sleep and consciousness, where dreams can turn into nightmares. I start to roll over, to embrace my lover, but then I remember. My nightmare begins when I recall the conversation this morning. My husband is out of town. The thought scares me enough that I am forced awake. I flick on the lamp and am happy to see the bed holds only me. It was a nightmare. I lie back down and hear the front door shut.

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What time is it?

Okay, so it has been a while since I have put words onto this blog. No, I don’t have a single excuse, save one, although it is a bad one. I’m lazy, forgetful, and conceded. Wait, that’s three excuses. But, however, they are all valid. We shall go down the list together. 1.) I’m lazy. This one is simple enough or so you would think. I only go to school twice a week and I had all summer off. If you look at my last post it was in May, well before summer vacation was here. So not just am I lazy, I’m extremely lazy. Okay, enough of that. 2.) I’m forgetful. This one is pretty much what it is. I actually forget I have this sometimes. It can play a part with number one. I get lazy and forget but who knows. Now the last one. 3.) I’m conceded. I found out a while back that if I put a story on here most editors will not consider it for publishing and that blows. So, in my mind, I feel all my stuff is so wonderful it should all be published. Of course, if you read my blog, you know that is not true. But a man can dream. In the future I will try to step-up my game and put more stuff on here. I know you are dying to read my thoughts. I know I am.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

 

 

 

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I’m Back

For everyone who follows me I would like to say I’m sorry for the long delay in getting anything posted to the blog. I have been studying for finals but am now free, so expect something from me soon. My professor sent me a link to an Anthology that is taken submissions for scary stories that she wants me to consider sending in my scary story. I will be working on getting it polished for the next couple days and then send it in. I will know by the 15th of June if it was selected or not. If not I may post it on here. Wish me luck. It feels good to be back on the blog.

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Clouds

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Are you an elephant

floating in the sky,

or maybe a giant

with only one eye.

Are you here to

Bring me some rain,

or bring me a shade

to keep me sane.

Little cloud dancing in the sky.

I marvel at you living life so high.

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Through the Eyes of a Tiger

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I can see the trees now,

When I close my eyes.

The way they look with

streaks of white hanging over their limbs.

The Tigers and the Oaks

Have always been one.

Sharing our victories and

Comforting our defeats.

Every Tiger wants to take

The journey, down to the

Open plains where the mighty

Oaks have stood for decades.

Although I saw them only once,

I consider myself lucky.

Some Tigers never see them,

But they live in them always.

An Elephant came to destroy our Oaks.

The venom in his veins

spilled out and into our soil,

Poisoning our once mighty Oaks.

The Elephant thought he had won.

He thought the Tigers strength

Was tied to the trees. He was wrong.

The Tiger’s strength is its family.

“ALL IN”, the Tigers will cry!

United even closer by the

Cowardly act of terrorism

Committed by the lonely Elephant.

“War Eagle”, others will shout.

So as to let other Tigers

Know they are not alone.

We will not fall.

The Roar on the Plains will never

Be louder than what it is now,

At this moment.  When the darkness is

Upon us, the Tiger is most Fierce.

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The Wish

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She sits at the kitchen table preparing to

blow out the flames of the cheap wax nine and zero.

Tupperware clutters the fake maple wood shelves

Behind her. Nilla wafers and a jar filled with tootsie

Rolls and butterscotch cling to the end of the shelf,

Awaiting chubby hands with sticky fingers. The red

Vinyl chairs with the copper upholstery tacks go

Unused while everyone waits for the birthday girl

To make her wish.  But she takes an extra second

To glance at the empty rocking chair. Her wish is

Known but still goes unanswered.  Pine needles chafe

Against the screen windows as the wind helps extinguish

The two small candles.  Everyone cheers as the chocolate

Cake with white icing is cut and passed around on

Dixie paper plates.  Orange sherbet is put on the side,

It’s her favorite but her sugar is already too high.

The aluminum dipper that hangs over the

Sink reminds her of a life she no longer lives.

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Sunken

            It was starting to get dark when Sakiya drove up on her scooter and beeped the horn. I went out to meet her but my uncle was headed there too. I hoped he wasn’t going to embarrass me.

“Are you ready to go?” she said.

“I’m sorry, Sakiya, but Derek is not going anywhere right now” my uncle said. “He’s grounded until further notice.” My uncle had custody of me since my parents died with I was only a baby.

“What? Why?” I said.

“Because for one; you stayed out way too late last night and two; her father has forbidden you two to see each other” he said. My uncle was a United States Marine and, although usually very easy to get along with, didn’t want me causing an international “incident” by dating a rich business man’s daughter.  He had been stationed in Okinawa, Japan for the last six months, ever since the news came out about the island sinking.

“Mr. McDaniel,” Sakiya said calmly, “father said it would be okay as long as we stayed at our house.”

“Be that as it may, he was still two hours late getting home last night.”

“That is my fault, you see,” she said, “father gave us long talk last night and we lost track of time.” I loved to hear her accent.

I knew she was lying, and doing a good job of it. I just hoped he was buying it.  He seemed to think about it for a few minutes before he spoke.

“Where are you planning to go?” he asked.

“We only go to my house, sir. My mom is home and everything.”

“Okay, but this is your last chance, Derek. If you come home late one more time you’ll be grounded for the entire school year.”

“I’ll be back by midnight,” I said and immediately jumped on the back of the scooter and we were on our way.  She gave a quick wave to my uncle as she circled the drive and headed down the street.  I didn’t know where she was heading but it certainly wasn’t to her house.

We pulled into the familiar park we had been to a hundred times before.  Usually on a Friday night the place was overflowing but since the island had started sinking many families moved to mainland Japan.  Only a handful of teens populated the place tonight. It was quite enough to hear the wind blowing through the pink cherry blossoms.

I reached to put my arm around Sakiya but she pulled away.  We sat on the park bench but her eyes stayed somewhere else. She looked up to the moon just rising and I wondered if she was making a wish or pretending she lived on another planet.

“Derek, we must talk,” she said. Everyone prays they never have to hear those words.  They’re evil words that could break someone in half. The only thing left was to pretend I didn’t know what they meant.

“Sure, what’s up”?   She finally turned to look at me. She took short breaths as I caught a glimmer of light reflect off a tear.

“We are not moving.” She still couldn’t look straight at me.  She stammered the next sentence.  “My father was born here as was all his ancestors. He believes it is our destiny to stay.”

“That’s bullshit” I screamed. “He just doesn’t want you to be happy. He’s been trying to break us up since I got here.” I got to my feet and walked around the bench.  This wasn’t real. I couldn’t believe a man would let his only daughter stay on this damned island.

“No, that not it. Since he made decision he no longer care if we see each other.”

“You can’t stay here, Sy, it’s suicide.”

“I am sorry but I have no choice. Please say you will stay with me until your uncle is shipped home.”

We went to one of her friend’s house. They had left a week ago and Sakiya knew where the secret key was.  The place was emptied save for an old leather couch that had seen better days.  It was perfect. We stayed there in each other’s arms all night. When I woke up in the morning she was gone.  I knew she would be. But that didn’t stop the pain.

I pulled up to my uncle’s house on the scooter Sakiya had left me.  I walked into the kitchen to see Uncle Walt.  He was standing by the sink in his camos.  The vein on the side of his temple was pounding.

“Do you have any idea what time it is?”

I wanted to tell him to leave me alone. I wanted to be angry with him for bringing me to this place where it’s okay to let your daughter die because you think it’s honorable. But I couldn’t do any of those things.  Uncle Walt had always done right by me. I’m sure it’s not easy raising a child by yourself.  And I couldn’t afford to be grounded my last few months here.

“They’re…they’re not going,” I said.

Walt knew exactly what I was talking about.   There were a handful of families that had decided not to leave their home.  It made me think of those people who refuse to evacuate when a hurricane is coming through.  Except there was no surviving this.

The island fell another fourteen inches today.  The marines are staying until they are the last ones on the island.  I’m glad of that; it will give me more time with Sy.  Some families will never leave.  Their life is tethered to this island.

“Derek” my uncle called. “Come give me a hand.” He was packing up his personal items in an extra foot locker to ship home.  Today was the last day the postal service would be running.  It wasn’t heavy, especially for him, so I don’t know why he needed my help.  We took it to his truck and put it in the bed.  I went to go back inside but he wanted me to drive with him.

“It will only take a few minutes” he said. “Besides I can’t take it in without your help.”

I simply nodded and got into the passenger side.  When he started the truck the radio came on. It was the same one he listens to at home.

“Do we have to listen to this?” I asked. I wanted to be spending time with Sakiya but her father had her visiting family. If he believed in the after-life so much what did it matter if she saw them now or later?

“Not at all” he said as he turned it off. “As a matter-of-fact, I was hoping we could talk.”

It took all my strength not to turn the radio back on.

            “Are you doing okay?”

            I just shrugged.  I wanted to tell him I was fine. Nothing was wrong with me.  I just wanted everyone to leave me alone.  But I kept quiet.

            “You know you can talk to me, right?” he said.

            “I’m fine.” I said.  Those words took their toll.  Even I didn’t believe them.  I just hoped he would stop talking now.  I could feel a lump rising in my throat.

            “You remember when you broke your dad’s new fishing rod?”

            “No,” I lied. This was the first time he had spoken to me about my father in a while.

            “You were so afraid he was going to spank you. You came crying to me and wanting me to hide you. You couldn’t have been more than six.” He paused and thought for a minute letting his story sink in.

“You remember what happened then?”

            “You told him you broke it.” I said only to get the story over with faster.

            “Yeah,” he said. “Your dad was so mad at me. He didn’t talk to me for a week. Not until I bought him a new rod.”

            “I didn’t know you bought him a new one. I’ll pay you for it.”

            “Nonsense.  I didn’t want my favorite nephew to get in trouble.”

            “I’m your only nephew.” I hate when he uses that line.

            “True, but it doesn’t make you any less my favorite.” That was a new one.

            He stayed silent for the rest of the trip.  We stopped just outside the post office.  There wasn’t a long line like I had been expecting.  We unloaded the footlocker with ease and took it inside.  The Japanese man behind the counter smiled when we came in the door.

            “Ordinarily the postal service does not take packages of this size” he said.

            “We spoke on the phone earlier. I’m Mr. McDaniel.”

            “Of course. The past couple days the postal service has lifted restrictions on packages for this island.”  The two continued to small talk while I headed for the truck.  I thought about going for a walk but I knew Walt would worry about me. I got in the truck and was going to turn on the radio but I didn’t have the keys. Life sucked.

            I don’t know how long I waited but Walt finally came back. He didn’t say anything. Just started the truck and headed in the opposite direction of home.

            “Where we going now?” I asked.

            “I thought we could get us some lunch while we were out. What do you say?”

            “Fine.”

            I wasn’t hungry but why bother saying no? It wouldn’t have done any good.  We pulled up to a noodle stand.  It’s was a lot like the old diners back home. You sit on the outside on stools under a canopy while they wait on you from inside. Sakiya had taken me here a few times.  It had really good noodles.  It was owned by an elderly man and his wife who seemed pretty nice. I noticed we were the only customers during the lunch hour.  Maybe that explained why they were so happy to see us.

            My uncle ordered two bowls of noodles.  I wasn’t going to order but he did it for me.  The food was ready before Walt could start up a conversation.  I was thankful for that.  We ate in silence for the entire meal.  I only had eaten a few bites by the time he finished his.

            “Is that all you’re eating?” he asked.

            “I’m not that hungry.”

            The owner came over to us and started talking to Walt.  I tuned them out as best I could.  I overheard the owner talking about how he and his wife will never leave.  They have no family and nowhere to go even if they did want to leave.  I couldn’t stop thinking of Sakiya. Some of the families that said they would “never leave” ended up leaving as soon as the water came within a foot of their house. I kept hoping that would be the case with Sakiya’s family.

            On the way home Walt told me the island had sunk another eight feet.  That was the biggest amount so far.  It was getting more and more rapid every day.  After I few minutes Walt told he had went and talked to the embassy on Sakiya’s account.  My hopes started to climb until I saw that look in his eyes.

            “I’m sorry, son, but she’s not an American and in this country she’s bound to her father’s law.  I tried my best to protest but it wasn’t doing any good.  The only chance I had was to talk to her father and make him change his mind.  I hated him so much.

When we got home Sakiya was there.  I could tell she had been crying but she started smiling when we pulled up.  Walt made a b-line for the house and I went to see her.  She wrapped her arms around me and held me tightly.  Even though it had only been two days since I last saw her I missed her deeply.

            When I told her my plan to talk to her father she said he would be away for a couple of days.  He was helping with the preservation of the temples of the island.  Making sure all the relics and scrolls were packed and properly marked for delivery to the mainland.

            “Father will think you are honorable to face him but it will not change his mind,” she said. “Let us not worry about what will happen; instead we shall be together until the marines leave.”

            As much as I wanted to argue with her I knew we would be wasting precious moments together.  She told me there was a dance being thrown by the remaining teens in the area.  The parents are sponsoring it; kind of a last party for everyone.  It sounded depressing as hell to me but I didn’t care as long as we were together.

            When we arrived we discovered we were the only teens left on the island.  This only further pissed me off. How could Sy’s father be the only one who was making his kid stay behind?  I wanted to go find him right then but she pulled me out onto the dance floor.  There were a few adults there but they stayed to themselves.

            The music was a little old fashioned but it still sounded nice.  It was slow and soft and we danced close in each other’s arms.  When one song finished another one would start and it was slow too.  The music man, whoever they were, knew we didn’t need any fast music.  It was midnight when I took her home.

            Walt was waiting for me when I got home.  I knew I wasn’t in trouble because I hadn’t broken my curfew. The news was much worse.  He told me the marines were being shipped home tomorrow morning.  I stood there not blinking, afraid of moving because it might make it real if I moved.  He told me the Navy had found a fissure in the fault line below the island and they believed the sinking would be complete any day now.  The U.S. had already informed the Japanese government and they were going to issue a final evacuation tomorrow.

            I wanted to call Sy and tell her but the phone lines had gone down weeks ago.  I asked Walt if I could go back to her house now but he assured me there would be plenty of time in the morning to say my final good-byes.

            It was almost four in the morning when I snuck out.  I pushed Sakiya’s bike down the street so as not to wake Walt.  I drove all around the city. Everything was so deserted.  The only life was on the military base and I stayed clear of that place.  I wanted to go to the beach where I first met Sakiya but it was long gone. The beaches were the first thing that went.  I could almost feel the island sinking beneath my feet now.

            I drove the scooter until it ran out of gas.  When it finally stopped I was at her house.  I knew that’s where I wanted to go all along.  I stayed there and stared at the place.  It was peaceful. I looked for signs of movement but didn’t see any.  I wanted to be there when she woke up and try and talk some sense into her hateful father.  I could see the first light of the sun growing in the east.

            There was a sudden noise that almost made me fall off the bike.  Sirens were going off all over the island.  I was confused until I felt it.  The island was starting to sink faster now.  In the distance I could hear the waves as they made their way over the once dry land.

            I looked down the street and saw my uncle’s truck headed toward me.  I looked around for a place to hide but I’m sure he had already seen me. Walt was to me before I realized it.

            “What are you doing?” he screamed over the sirens and waves coming in. “The Island is starting to sink too fast.  We’ve got to get to the plane before it’s too late.”

            “Sakiya,” I said with all my breath, my fists clinched tight.

            “I know you want to say goodbye but we don’t have the time, son.

            “I can’t leave her,” just then I say movement in her house. “Sakiya!”

            “We don’t have time for this.”

            “This is not honor,” I yelled at the house. “You don’t let your only child die because this is where she was born.” I fell to my knees and kept screaming her name. Walt kneeled down beside me and told me it was time to go.  The water was getting close now, only a few blocks away by the sound of it.

            I rose up and turned to leave with a final look at the house. Walt took me to the passenger side of the truck and opened the door for me.

            “Mr. McDaniel-san,” a deep voice called from the house.  I looked up and saw Sakiya standing there with her father.  I slammed the truck door and ran over to her with Walt right beside me. My only thoughts were of her.

            “Mr. McDaniel-san, your son speak of honor when it is not his place. I know right decision for my family.”

            “How can you be so stubborn?” I said.

            Walt put his hand up to tell me to shut-up but I didn’t want to. I started to mouth off again but something in Walt’s eyes told me to stop now.

            “As I was saying, I know right decision for my family. And now I want you to take my daughter with you.” Sakiya’s and my eyes grew wide and I couldn’t believe what he was saying.

            Walt asked him if this was what he wanted and he only bowed to my uncle.  Sakiya’s mother and come out and was smiling.

            “Father, you must come with us, you and mother.”

            “Our place is with our ancestors, Sakiya.”

            “No, father, please come.”

            Sakiya’s mother came over and told her how proud she was of her and kissed her on the cheek.  For the next several minutes Sakiya tried to convince her parents to come with us.  While she was talking to her mother, her father talked to me.

            “You have a long way to travel in your journey to become a man. I am pleased to see you are on the right path. Take care of my daughter.”

            With that the island shifted again and Walt made us leave for the base. It took a couple more hours for the island to finish sinking, or so we were told.  It took both Walt and myself to pull Sakiya away from her family. I never understood why they wouldn’t come with us. But I’ll always be grateful they let Sakiya leave that place.

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Sock it to me again!!

            Earlier I posted a story about two young people showing disrespect at a lecture.  This is a follow-up to that story.  I felt I needed to write more on the subject because of my experience yesterday.  And fear-not young people, this one is about how the older generation can have little or no respect as well.

            Yesterday my spouse and I were in Hoover, AL and decided to stop in at Edgar’s Bakery.  Her mother has been telling us how good it was so we went to see for ourselves.  If you have never been I highly recommend going.  They had pastry items of every kind, many of which I had never seen before, and the price wasn’t bad either.

            While we were looking over all the items a man in his late sixties came rushing toward us.  Apparently he had left his keys on the counter.  There was ample space to go around us but he took the path in front of us, which was only about eighteen inches between us and the display case.  He forced us to move back, brushing our chests as he sped by, my wife’s chest is considerable larger than mine so she got a lot more contact than me, and retrieved his keys.

            We both looked at the man, now five feet away, and simultaneously said, “Excuse you!”  The lady behind the counter looked at us and rolled her eyes.

            “He’s always like that,” she said.

            “He’ll only be that rude to me twice,” I said jokingly.

            The woman told us she wished she could say something to him but since he was a customer she could not.

            We soon forget about the man and started looking back at the display case to pick out our treats when the man, keys in hand, came rushing by again.  This time he traveled behind us, however, he was still inside the roped off area for people in line to pay.  When he passed us he kicked me in the foot.  Now, I don’t know if it was on purpose or an accident because of the closeness but either way he never slowed to apologize.

            I was in shock.  I looked at stared at the man, who now was at the front door, collecting his bags.  Cheryl asked what was wrong.

            “He kicked me,” I said.

            “No he did not,” she replied.

            “I swear, he kicked me.”

            “Are you serious?”

            She couldn’t believe that a man, especially one as old as he was, would do something like that.  The woman behind the counter was shocked as well.  A few seconds later and the man was out the door while I stood there, still in shock, and watched him leave.

            It happened so fast I never had time to react.  Usually when people behave this way they end up getting a long boring lecture from me on manners.  I have never had to give that speech to anyone of that age and I guess that is why I was thrown.

            After I came back to my senses we ordered our pastries and headed for the car.  The treats were amazing.  On the way home I remembered the piece I wrote about respect and how it’s getting away from the younger generation.  I would now like to take this time to revise my earlier post by saying this.  Respect is something that is getting away from us all.  No matter what generation you belong too, you can still learn a thing or two about manners.

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The Rain

It’s raining again.

The drops fall like

brittle, cold flecks of ice.

On the porch I watch

as the puddles overflow.

 

The weather reflects my mood.

Dreary.

 

The shadowing clouds above

lets me know the rain

won’t let up.

It never does. Seems like

it’s been raining my whole life.

 

The weather reflects my future.

Bleak.

 

I like the rain.

It makes us even.

It falls on everyone.

If you’re in its way, you get wet.

Way it should be.

 

The weather reflects my past.

Dark.

 

The ground is weak.

It lets the rain push it around.

Not me. The constant rain has

made me strong. Makes me fight.

Reminds me to survive.

 

The weather reflects my attitude.

Determined.

 

The rain will be mine

to face, always. It’s

relentless. Sometimes it

makes me slip, but I’ll

never fall. Never again.

 

The weather reflects my resolve.

Never ending.

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Sock it to me

I went to hear Martha Nussbaum speak today and was appalled at the behavior of two people attending the lecture.  It was a male and female, around the age of late twenties to early thirties, sitting in the sixth row and showing way too much PDA.  The two lovebirds seemed to share one seat as they kissed, rubbed, and neck all over one another.  Luckily, Ms. Nussbaum was such an excellent speaker few noticed what I saw.

I guess I’m from an older generation.  My parents are from the “Greatest Generation” , according to Tom Brokaw, and that makes me only once removed from the generation that rallied together to bring down the Nazis.  Most of the students I go to college with have grandparents younger than my mom.  The generational divide is at its all-time high.

To me, however, it all boils down to one word: respect.  My father had it, my mother has it and I was taught it.  My parents taught me many lessons over my childhood, and adult life, but the easiest one was respect for people.  I imagine it was the first lesson I learned as a child.  Always say, “Ma’am” or “sir”, mind your elders, say please and thank you and most importantly, do unto others.  It’s these basic rules that are the foundation for respect.  The thing I don’t understand is if it’s so simple why are we not teaching this to the younger generations?

I’m in my fourth year of college now and I’ve learned a few things about this latest group of kids.  First I want to tell you the good qualities they possess, for example, they’re smart. Way smarter than I was at that age.  Second, and a lot will disagree with me on this, they are hard workers.  It’s true their hard work is different from ours but it’s there.  They may only need a little push to put their abilities on the right track.  Lastly, for the most part, they’re fearless.  This makes me think of the greatest generation, fighting for freedom, doing what was needed to be done.  This new generation has that spark but no rally call to bring it out.

With all this said, these kids are still lacking respect.  I believe it comes from confusion.  They are confused, growing up in a world where information overload is the norm.  They don’t know who to listen to; all they know is not to listen to their parents because they are worried they won’t fit in anymore.  Plus, we are no help and only make things worse.  We preach against underage sex but turn around and watch Teen Mom on MTV.  Playboys are not allowed in the house but The Girls Next Door is DVR’d every Wednesday.  Then to top it off we watch people sell granddad’s Purple Heart from WWII just so they can be the next Pawn Star.   How are kids supposed to know what is right and wrong when we send so many mixed signals.

If you wonder why your children’s priorities are screwed up just look at your own and maybe you will get your answer.  If you don’t show respect for others how can you expect your kid to show it to you.  In the end, showing respect for others is not a weakness but strength of character.  Your character says everything about who you are and what you stand for.  I’ve seen big mean bikers with foot long beards, leather chaps, and covered with tattoos hold the door for an elderly lady while a young man in a business suit cut in front of her.  Which one of these men, do you think, has the most character?

Please consider what I’ve said and thank you for reading this.  Have a great day!

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